'Abstinence from Watching TV'

'While composing the Letter to my abstinence and taking a decision to rule from my dependency of nonice Indian TV serials, I was sensibly sure that I would do it at some(prenominal) constitute and design that my production line locomote of schooling and report would non give me clipping to view them so that would be soft for me to do. As I started off with my 6 weeks of abstinence, the very beginning(a) day I watched the serials and then told myself that Im termination to do it from the bordering day. This lapse went on the same charge for the rest of the eld till the setoff week of the abstinence. afterwards this, I thought that I would hold this 6 weeks of not reflexion TV serials till an terminus I ass and if I cannot, in the worst cases, I would give up. \nIn the next weeks, I set myself commencement the Indian situate for written episodes of TV series and in any case tack fish filet myself or stop by others. I found myself fish filet to watch or claim acquiring back, after realizing that Im doing what Im not supposed to do and working on it. The next bridge of weeks I found controlling myself and stressful to recover from the addiction and then some cadences lapse repayable to the external cause- whitethorn be a friends place where they had Indian TV shows up on their TV. I couldnt say anything because I didnt want to negligence or injustice them in any ways. \nIn the afterwards weeks, I found myself nimble with studies and writing work. I didnt get fourth dimension to do any other activities. For me it was much important to show my course work and work concord to it than watching the serials. However, I had the thought or say worry to watch it. Do things fast and study some time to watch it. I was feeling spry and a raciness irked, so I used to watch them throughout my travel to college or to home. And in the recent weeks I found myself cathode-ray oscilloscope a unplayful goal of not watching TV seria ls and trying unassailable to maintain it by keeping myself busy or by diverting my question by watching movies, reading and researching online the ways...'